I have worked in special ed. field for quite a while now, I mean I practically have seen everything, inside and outside about special ed. And one thing I could say, the so called "retarded" people are not so retarded after all once you really get to know them.
They feel sexual desires, yes they do, this information may not be much of an important things for us people, "Sure they know sexual desires, so what?" Now you see, it was not that simple. Now here is a story about a girl that likes masturbates so much, she did it in public, in her classroom, in her family's living room. Now, would you be embarrased if you were her parents ? or do you know that there's another reason behind that ?
There's another story of a boy, 12 years old, which is mentally having an inteligence of a 4 years old. Now he will actually masturbate in a classroom himself at any given chance he would get, He would pick the female adult with the biggest breast and starts groping them at random and chasing them around the playground area during recess.
Here's my question now, who's dumb ? They are, or we are ? See, I think we need to look matters a little deeper here, it's not cute anymore, it's not because they don't know. Sometimes we have to think the opposite way and start to admit it, they did it because it feels good (just like we desires the same), and the only reason they did it is because they couldn't stop doing it (we do have higher sense of embarrasment, that we don't do it in public). Good lesson people, don't judge a book by it's cover. Now what would you say to a normal human that one day turns into a psychopath and start killing people ? You guessed it, people can do the most unexpected things when provoked, and that's when we know, we have fail to judge the book, only by the cover.
On another topic, I was noticing my laptop today. The poor thing has lasted for almost two years with numerous harddrive formatting and operating system changes. Of course I don't feel much of a problem with it, infact, it has always been a perfect running machine. But I have noticed that it runs slower and slower, it comes up to a point that my grandma walks faster from room to room while this laptop is still booting. Now here's a catch, you can always upgrade the RAM or the memory of a laptop, and guess what? voila... with double the amount of RAM I bet you can have her running fast again, beat up grandma in her own field.
Now my question for today, what about our brain, our soul ? and our mind ? Do you think after a while they would also need upgrading ? all the stress, the imbalance, the judgement, whatever things that makes us weary. But of course, there's never a way to upgrade our body, it is what we have "as is." The only way you can take care of it ? Take a break, once in a while. Take your time, and relax, have a piece of chocolate, and smell the flowers outside. Because when you lost that control of your body, who would you be next ? The killer psychopath ? You decide....
|| 4:38 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
