A bit of thought, a bit of suggestion
Supposed not much that I can say today, just would like to share few comments and concerns.
It is always a beautiful feeling, to love and care about someone.. especially when that someone is dear and very close to you. Seems like no matter what the person do, or say really just brightens our little heart and warm our small day.
As I was watching again, the clock hits twelve the minutes past three.
My mind lingers to our conversation, not long ago, we were talking (me and a close friend) about how love has changed us, sometimes for the better, and sometimes for the worse...
And I thought that she had just found a new hope, someone to share her wonderful memoirs with... Because she has always been very easygoing and fully spirited.
But again, love is not about egoism, love is not love when you have to "have" that person under your disposal. Love is not love when you decide what is best for the person you love, especially regarding his/ her happiness, regarding his / her choice of whom this person is in love with, or want to spend the rest of their life with. Love is to love, "To love someone does not means that you have to have that someone." (I told her about this over and over..)
There's no point in loving if you obsessing the person you're in love with.. Thats why it is called obsession. Love is to give out the best that we have, and expect nothing in return, because that is what love supposed to be, no return whatsoever.
I also spoke with another friend last night, who claims that I became such an arrogant person after a while because I haven't called her in a while. I told her my reasons, I don't really like to invest too much time with girls in a relationship (having a boyfriend)
Still the claim remains that she said, I just can't handle the truth, that I won't let jealousy go. In my defense, wasn't you the one who called me, and I was the one walking away in the beginning from this. But still I am the big bad wolf that hurt so many innocents piglets.
Anyway, girl one and girl two, let's stop this nonsense....
There isn't much that I can offer...
Why do you choose love that is forbidden ?
Why can't you just love without expecting anything in return?
If you can't love, then you should get to know love.
Let's stop this crime, you're not doing anybody a favor
Other than letting yourself deeper in the dark
And jealousy, they've said, caused humans to suffer in anger
And anger, is the gate to eternal suffering
Why hate, why jealous? why me?
Just let it go,
If you can't love, then don't have..
Because if you love to "have"
Why do you have something you don't love?
RayKun, Condemmed... ever after
|| 3:07 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
