Chikyuuji - Saint Seiya Hades - Opening
Performed by Yumi Matsuzawa
namida yori mo yasashii uta wo
kanashimi yori sono nukumori wo...
The song that's gentler than tears,
The warmth that overcomes sadness....
sekai ga* sonna ni mo
kantan ni kawaru to wa omowanai kedo*
shizuka ni yami wo tokashite*
aruite aruite mi you to omou*
Even though the world is like that,
I don't think it's that simple to change it.
Purify this quiet darkness,
walk, and walk, and I'll consider it.
yukkuri* de mo chikazukeru kana*
yume no kakera, daisuki na hito
omoi egaita ai no katachi wa
zutto zutto sagashi tsuzukete
Even if it's slowly, I wonder if I can bring it close?
The fragment of a dream, the person I really like
Always, always, I'll continue to search
for the shape of love I visualized.
akirameru wake wo hanasu yori mo
dekirukoto wo kazoeru hou ga ii yo ne
tsumazuku koto mo atte furikaesouni natte
soredemo soredemo mou* kimetanda [1]
Instead of speaking about reasons for giving up,
it's better to count the things I can do.
There's times when I stumble, so I relapse
Even so, even so, I've already decided.
anata no tame ni dekiru koto nante
taishita* koto nai kamoshirenai
demo soredemo fureteitaiyo
kanashimi yori sono nukumori wo
The things I can do for your sake
might not be any big deal.
But even so, I was touched
by the warmth that overcame sadness.
yuukuri de mo chikazukeru kana*
yume no kakera, daisuki na hito
omoi egaita ai no katachi wa
zutto zutto sagashi tsuzukete
Even if it's slowly, I wonder if I can bring it close?
The fragment of a dream, the person I really like
Always, always, I'll continue to search
for the shape of love I visualized.
kuru kuru mawaru, chikyuugi*
kuru kuru kawaru, jikan
sekai no hate ni, ai wo [2]
yorokobi no saki* ni
yume wo... [3]
The globe turns round and round.
Time rolls on and on.
At the end of the world, there's love
In the final destination of joy,
there's a dream
yukkuri* de mo chikazukeru kana*
yume no kakera, daisuki na hito
omoi egaita ai no katachi wa
zutto zutto sagashi tsuzukete
Even if it's slowly, I wonder if you can bring it close?
The fragment of a dream, the person you really like
Always, always, I'll continue to search
for the shape of love I visualized.
La la lala lala, la la lala lala
La la lala lala, la la lala lala
namida yori mo yasashii uta wo
kanashimi yori sono nukumori wo...
La la lala lala, la la lala lala
La la lala lala, la la lala lala
The song that's gentler than tears,
The warmth that overcomes sadness....
|| 1:13 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
It was two days ago, I still remember.... one of my friend contacted me through MSN, and then I have discovered that this particular friend is unhappy... (or was unhappy) cuz I don't even know how this person well being is right now.
I just wanted this person to know at least.....
- What makes you beautiful is "beautiful", not only skin deep, not only meterially subject-specific.
- What makes you beautiful cannot be undone nor be taken away.
- "Courage" is one word to describe who you are, and where you stand during hard times and trials.
- "Courage" is also one word to describe that who you are, are not affected by what others views you personally.
- True friends will bring joy, true enemies will bring even more enjoyable "fake" happiness.
- True friends will stand guard, and will not be afraid to be judge, will not be afraid to get hurt, and most of all, will not be afraid to love... another friend.
- True friend, forgives .... yes... they do forgive...
- True friend, will stand up, and take your place in trials, or even sentences you can't imagine...
- True friend, just understand, they do not demand....
- True friend, will not fail you, because in their heart, you have never failed them.....
|| 2:36 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
I met with a long time friend yesterday, this person was commented some constructive critisism regarding few of the websites that we were talking about. One of them is a simple page which is created by notepad only, while the other one is a very visually beautiful template that you can always get free from one particular website....
Thus we then have a good discussion, about how beautiful one website compare to the other.. But then I asked this person, do you know about the coding? Coding specifically talks about how neat and structured a website codes are written. say for example coding of a website :
(head section) == properly mark all the necessary headings ==
(body section) == Whatever on your page goes here ==
(foot section) == Your copyright or other important things ==
Now with a good practice of coding and properly using the right structures will enable you to have a hassle free website, easily updated, and then finally less time consuming for others trying to access your page due to the lack consistency on your structures. (this can also create errors on your page)
My friend stated that the web using template is much more beautiful, I agreed, but if you take a look at the coding... It is very apparent that the person with the beautiful website really doesnt knows what he/she doing, the codings were all improper, but with luck, his / her webpage shows without any errors...
This is what comes to mind, creating webpages is just like crafting humans and crafting your habits / traits. You may look very beautiful outside, you may look very athletic, you may win thousand hearts. But in the end, is your life coded properly? Are you happy with what is going on inside? Or you just think because someone looks very cute/ handsome then that person is perfect?
But the problem with human is that we all tend to judge only the covers/ the skins/ the outside... Not only a website.... but this is what is very sad, all those website with good quality code ad informations were all a waste, because we tend to look only the outside appearance.
So does it matter whether your friend is cute, ugly, rich, or poor, or only has one leg, one arm, or how about a friend who always be there for you, and simply just an annoyance to you?
Will you pick the cute over the ugly? the rich over the poor? the powerful over the weak? which one do you tend to hang out with the most? Do you know that maybe the poor has a pure and beautiful heart while the rich has less? But do you bother to look?
So next time look at your ugly friend and tell him/her that she is beautiful, look at your poor friend and tell him/her that she is very rich inside. Look at your fattest friend and tell them that being oversized is not an issue, because friendship and love, shouldn't be based from a cover.... Take your time to do so, this may be one nice thing that they would remember in their whole lifetime.
|| 1:31 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
Shit, I'm tired, tired of you telling me that I'm fat
Shit, I am really desperate I'm in need of salvation
You come and tell me I'm not worth it, that I am fat and ugly
Sooner I realize that I've become uglier by the day....
And your words have become the ultimate reality, I can't fuckin escape it
all you have is bad thoughs and bad words coming out of your mouth
You've told me that my love will leave me soon....
Because I'm fat and I am ugly....
Nothing good have ever come out of your piece of lips
They're all sealed with poison
Poison.... and you have corrupted my mind also
By believing all these you;ve said.....
Fuck, this is it... fat people here I come
So don't be sad, cuz I'll be joining you really soon.....
My heart has broken down into pieces
Of all the hate words you've told me ...
From a diary of a poisoned man, who turned psychopath.....
|| 5:15 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
Anyway, not much happenin'today, as I was going to the bathroom one of my co-worker approach me and asked me.
Diego : "Dude you want a beating?"
Vince : "Dude, what kind?"
Diego : "Severe..."
And then we were crackin' up of course, Now I have been spending my whole day trying to fix the coding on MusicIndo's website, dammit, it was tough. That is as much I can tell. Because everytime I would try to decode that son of a b*tch kept on giving me errors, frustrated from doing it over, I just decided that I have enough fun for the day. At least the stupid thing looks pretty and it's cross browser compatible.
While so, I was wondering what the hell is going to happen later when I'm going to Neal's place to work on his shitty ass machine 98. Reminds me of the older kamen rider series where the riders looks like a bunch of retards, he probably is like that. Probably I should just cancel the stupid thing before I go ballistic and destroy his machine 98.*
Oh and then here we come again, the fake lady.. Dunno how stupid she is, but she told me today that I have a present from her in my mail box. So I checked, and there was an envelope of my official paycheck handed over this week due to the raise I've gotten. So she claimed that she had given me a present? I told her, stop messing with me, and do her job, shit, the only one I should thank would be uncle Romer(the school district's superintendent).*
I hate this shitty lady, she's fat, ugly and stoopid (yeah with a double o's) She can't freakin print, she can't find microsoft word icon, and hell, she wanted to be a supervisor, and the more I laugh, I was laughing at the so called "interview committee" that was "stoopid" enough to hired her to work here as a supervisor. How can you supervise people for 6 months and you still didn't remember their name? And my grudge is still "standing still" with the interview committee, "stoopid" people really love "stoopid" as company.
My so called life is full of fake people... all shitty people who only likes to manipulate and destroy others.
|| 2:28 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
You want what...???
Anyway, the moral of the story is , don't make promises, don't judge and don't even think about it! LOL, I'm sorry guys, dunno what I was thinkin when I am writing this post. Anyway, last night I did a screw up..., and I can't help it, but to think about it over and over and over.....
The Scene : I was in my class, web programming 410, enjoying surfing the web, while the teacher has spent the last 3 hours talking "yak yak yak yak yikity yak yak.." While Lydia kept on working on her half ass done homework, David and Aileen didn't stop looking at my screen like I was doing porno or criminal hacking activity, while this bald huge guy... (I always called him WWE) because he looks like Stone Cold (Steve Austin) only nicer and tamer version, cannot stop warning me about David''s and Aileen's suspicious activities behind my laptop screen. Joey was watching porn, I knew him very well....
What Happened : My phone vibrates, I turned it off because it was a private number anyway. But then a minute later another private number calls me, so I stepped outside. Apparently an old dude that got my phone number from her sister, his sister works with me, and sometimes pays me to do some light computer work. His name is "Neal" So Neal called me and wanted to know how much for would I charge for him to do some computer work, and of course I was being a good sport and I told him because he's my co-worker's brother, I'm giving him all the service for 50 bucks. Dirt cheap compared to your regular computer tech service you got from your neighborhood store.
Annoyances.org : Happens when he said he wanted me to shop around to upgrade his computer. Which originally needing a modem and an upgrade of RAM (Sure, how much price difference you can score anyway buying a 56 kbps dial-up modem?) . More, she said she would like the buy the parts online, I was about to say, "Dude, how the hell r u gonna go online and shop for dial-up modem, while your current modem is busted?" How the hell r u gonna connect to the internet? from your nostrils?
Freaky.com , happened when finally he told me his original intentions, he wanted to upgrade his computer from a windows 98 to windows XP. Imagine, only few souls have seen that happened. You're talking about 4 years forward? He needs to understand that prior to windows XP there is still millenium and 2000. And I know, major tune up is gonna be needed, and guess what? Major expenses, damn rite you cheap bastards. How do you expect a Hyundai can be upgraded to a Lexus?
Screwed.My.Ass.com later on when he said 200 - 300 bucks to upgrade his machine in order to be XP ready is waaayyy to expensive.. I forgot to mention, hhe also would need a copy of Windows XP, which will eventually costs about 100 bucks. Now I'm thinkin, How the hell 50 bucks is going to compensate my service for doing all that??? Later on he gave me her # so that i can come over on Friday. Dude, for 50 bucks you might as well just save it for a pack of CD-RW's and then go to the Public Libraly to get online, burn your CD's in there. and you can probably still get 20 bucks back to spend online on your dial-up modem!
|| 12:44 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...

Ah... Finally Back on Posting!!!
And the winner of stupidity award for today is!!! The funny looking bald guy which I have never even met before!
The beginning :
This guy came to my office, don't know his name, don't know where he came from! He's bald and I don't think he's trying to conserve the leftovers (the hair).
The Story: I have previously created a shortcut on all the lab computers, there's the regular Internet explorer shorcut (the big e) and then there's one shortcut (with different icon) which is Welligent IEP, which will take you to a different page instead of the start-up home with regular "e."
What happened : He clicked on the Welligent shortcut, and he said "Excuse me, I was trying to browse the Internet, but the computer asking me for a password." Stupidity level was even confirmed to an "at risk" level when I found out that he is a terapist which normally should be able to tell the difference between regular "e" for internet explorer and a shortcut for a website.
Solution: I told him that he should close it and then try the "e."
What he told me: "Sorry about that."
My end conclusion: " No problemo, the more people like you are, the more secure my job is!"
|| 1:57 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
