What makes you beautiful....
It was two days ago, I still remember.... one of my friend contacted me through MSN, and then I have discovered that this particular friend is unhappy... (or was unhappy) cuz I don't even know how this person well being is right now.
I just wanted this person to know at least.....
- What makes you beautiful is "beautiful", not only skin deep, not only meterially subject-specific.
- What makes you beautiful cannot be undone nor be taken away.
- "Courage" is one word to describe who you are, and where you stand during hard times and trials.
- "Courage" is also one word to describe that who you are, are not affected by what others views you personally.
- True friends will bring joy, true enemies will bring even more enjoyable "fake" happiness.
- True friends will stand guard, and will not be afraid to be judge, will not be afraid to get hurt, and most of all, will not be afraid to love... another friend.
- True friend, forgives .... yes... they do forgive...
- True friend, will stand up, and take your place in trials, or even sentences you can't imagine...
- True friend, just understand, they do not demand....
- True friend, will not fail you, because in their heart, you have never failed them.....
|| 2:36 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
Judge book, not by it's cover....
I met with a long time friend yesterday, this person was commented some constructive critisism regarding few of the websites that we were talking about. One of them is a simple page which is created by notepad only, while the other one is a very visually beautiful template that you can always get free from one particular website....
Thus we then have a good discussion, about how beautiful one website compare to the other.. But then I asked this person, do you know about the coding? Coding specifically talks about how neat and structured a website codes are written. say for example coding of a website :
(head section) == properly mark all the necessary headings ==
(body section) == Whatever on your page goes here ==
(foot section) == Your copyright or other important things ==
Now with a good practice of coding and properly using the right structures will enable you to have a hassle free website, easily updated, and then finally less time consuming for others trying to access your page due to the lack consistency on your structures. (this can also create errors on your page)
My friend stated that the web using template is much more beautiful, I agreed, but if you take a look at the coding... It is very apparent that the person with the beautiful website really doesnt knows what he/she doing, the codings were all improper, but with luck, his / her webpage shows without any errors...
This is what comes to mind, creating webpages is just like crafting humans and crafting your habits / traits. You may look very beautiful outside, you may look very athletic, you may win thousand hearts. But in the end, is your life coded properly? Are you happy with what is going on inside? Or you just think because someone looks very cute/ handsome then that person is perfect?
But the problem with human is that we all tend to judge only the covers/ the skins/ the outside... Not only a website.... but this is what is very sad, all those website with good quality code ad informations were all a waste, because we tend to look only the outside appearance.
So does it matter whether your friend is cute, ugly, rich, or poor, or only has one leg, one arm, or how about a friend who always be there for you, and simply just an annoyance to you?
Will you pick the cute over the ugly? the rich over the poor? the powerful over the weak? which one do you tend to hang out with the most? Do you know that maybe the poor has a pure and beautiful heart while the rich has less? But do you bother to look?
So next time look at your ugly friend and tell him/her that she is beautiful, look at your poor friend and tell him/her that she is very rich inside. Look at your fattest friend and tell them that being oversized is not an issue, because friendship and love, shouldn't be based from a cover.... Take your time to do so, this may be one nice thing that they would remember in their whole lifetime.
|| 1:31 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
From a diary of a Psychopath...
Shit, I'm tired, tired of you telling me that I'm fat
Shit, I am really desperate I'm in need of salvation
You come and tell me I'm not worth it, that I am fat and ugly
Sooner I realize that I've become uglier by the day....
And your words have become the ultimate reality, I can't fuckin escape it
all you have is bad thoughs and bad words coming out of your mouth
You've told me that my love will leave me soon....
Because I'm fat and I am ugly....
Nothing good have ever come out of your piece of lips
They're all sealed with poison
Poison.... and you have corrupted my mind also
By believing all these you;ve said.....
Fuck, this is it... fat people here I come
So don't be sad, cuz I'll be joining you really soon.....
My heart has broken down into pieces
Of all the hate words you've told me ...
From a diary of a poisoned man, who turned psychopath.....
|| 5:15 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
Freaky....
Anyway, not much happenin'today, as I was going to the bathroom one of my co-worker approach me and asked me.
Diego : "Dude you want a beating?"
Vince : "Dude, what kind?"
Diego : "Severe..."
And then we were crackin' up of course, Now I have been spending my whole day trying to fix the coding on MusicIndo's website, dammit, it was tough. That is as much I can tell. Because everytime I would try to decode that son of a b*tch kept on giving me errors, frustrated from doing it over, I just decided that I have enough fun for the day. At least the stupid thing looks pretty and it's cross browser compatible.
While so, I was wondering what the hell is going to happen later when I'm going to Neal's place to work on his shitty ass machine 98. Reminds me of the older kamen rider series where the riders looks like a bunch of retards, he probably is like that. Probably I should just cancel the stupid thing before I go ballistic and destroy his machine 98.*
Oh and then here we come again, the fake lady.. Dunno how stupid she is, but she told me today that I have a present from her in my mail box. So I checked, and there was an envelope of my official paycheck handed over this week due to the raise I've gotten. So she claimed that she had given me a present? I told her, stop messing with me, and do her job, shit, the only one I should thank would be uncle Romer(the school district's superintendent).*
I hate this shitty lady, she's fat, ugly and stoopid (yeah with a double o's) She can't freakin print, she can't find microsoft word icon, and hell, she wanted to be a supervisor, and the more I laugh, I was laughing at the so called "interview committee" that was "stoopid" enough to hired her to work here as a supervisor. How can you supervise people for 6 months and you still didn't remember their name? And my grudge is still "standing still" with the interview committee, "stoopid" people really love "stoopid" as company.
My so called life is full of fake people... all shitty people who only likes to manipulate and destroy others.
|| 2:28 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
You want what...???
Anyway, the moral of the story is , don't make promises, don't judge and don't even think about it! LOL, I'm sorry guys, dunno what I was thinkin when I am writing this post. Anyway, last night I did a screw up..., and I can't help it, but to think about it over and over and over.....
The Scene : I was in my class, web programming 410, enjoying surfing the web, while the teacher has spent the last 3 hours talking "yak yak yak yak yikity yak yak.." While Lydia kept on working on her half ass done homework, David and Aileen didn't stop looking at my screen like I was doing porno or criminal hacking activity, while this bald huge guy... (I always called him WWE) because he looks like Stone Cold (Steve Austin) only nicer and tamer version, cannot stop warning me about David''s and Aileen's suspicious activities behind my laptop screen. Joey was watching porn, I knew him very well....
What Happened : My phone vibrates, I turned it off because it was a private number anyway. But then a minute later another private number calls me, so I stepped outside. Apparently an old dude that got my phone number from her sister, his sister works with me, and sometimes pays me to do some light computer work. His name is "Neal" So Neal called me and wanted to know how much for would I charge for him to do some computer work, and of course I was being a good sport and I told him because he's my co-worker's brother, I'm giving him all the service for 50 bucks. Dirt cheap compared to your regular computer tech service you got from your neighborhood store.
Annoyances.org : Happens when he said he wanted me to shop around to upgrade his computer. Which originally needing a modem and an upgrade of RAM (Sure, how much price difference you can score anyway buying a 56 kbps dial-up modem?) . More, she said she would like the buy the parts online, I was about to say, "Dude, how the hell r u gonna go online and shop for dial-up modem, while your current modem is busted?" How the hell r u gonna connect to the internet? from your nostrils?
Freaky.com , happened when finally he told me his original intentions, he wanted to upgrade his computer from a windows 98 to windows XP. Imagine, only few souls have seen that happened. You're talking about 4 years forward? He needs to understand that prior to windows XP there is still millenium and 2000. And I know, major tune up is gonna be needed, and guess what? Major expenses, damn rite you cheap bastards. How do you expect a Hyundai can be upgraded to a Lexus?
Screwed.My.Ass.com later on when he said 200 - 300 bucks to upgrade his machine in order to be XP ready is waaayyy to expensive.. I forgot to mention, hhe also would need a copy of Windows XP, which will eventually costs about 100 bucks. Now I'm thinkin, How the hell 50 bucks is going to compensate my service for doing all that??? Later on he gave me her # so that i can come over on Friday. Dude, for 50 bucks you might as well just save it for a pack of CD-RW's and then go to the Public Libraly to get online, burn your CD's in there. and you can probably still get 20 bucks back to spend online on your dial-up modem!
|| 12:44 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
Ah... Finally Back on Posting!!!
And the winner of stupidity award for today is!!! The funny looking bald guy which I have never even met before!
The beginning :
This guy came to my office, don't know his name, don't know where he came from! He's bald and I don't think he's trying to conserve the leftovers (the hair).
The Story: I have previously created a shortcut on all the lab computers, there's the regular Internet explorer shorcut (the big e) and then there's one shortcut (with different icon) which is Welligent IEP, which will take you to a different page instead of the start-up home with regular "e."
What happened : He clicked on the Welligent shortcut, and he said "Excuse me, I was trying to browse the Internet, but the computer asking me for a password." Stupidity level was even confirmed to an "at risk" level when I found out that he is a terapist which normally should be able to tell the difference between regular "e" for internet explorer and a shortcut for a website.
Solution: I told him that he should close it and then try the "e."
What he told me: "Sorry about that."
My end conclusion: " No problemo, the more people like you are, the more secure my job is!"
|| 1:57 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
You know you're uneducated...
These are some new terms on how you would classified uneducated... These new classification was done base on the iso 9004 standard, if you don't find it relevant, please call 1-800-kiss-ass.
You know you're uneducated when:
- You blabber and complain everytime your computer crashed. Worst thing is, because you don't save your work often
- You take your time to really, really (literally really) trying to make out on chatting rooms and even started a relationship with a person you've never even met.
- You know the terms : asl, lol, :p, rotfl, msn, aim, brb. But you don't understand the meaning of the word "ethics".
- You know you've got a deadline a month ago, but you decided to "live on the edge" by doing your reports 5 minutes before.
- You condemn piracy, saying that it's evil, that it is against your religion, and that people who done that should go to hell. However, you were often seen with your expensive mp3 players, enjoying on music you borrowed from your friends (which is pirated) and watch the newest movie (thats not even out yet on theater) with your wife and kids, and you even took the time to ask for the newest copy of Microsoft Office 2003 from your I.T Support.
- You tried to get the largest piece of pie, the bigger piece of meat, (you toss the salad, though)but you've never contributed any to your company pot luck/ luncheon.
- You're saying you're very religious (heck, all your family are) you go to church/ mosque/ shinto shrine more than you change your underwear in a day. But you still talks shit about people and still thinks that you are righteous, and you don't want to hang out with friends that you considered a "loser."
- You complain that the internet has been going really slow, and that pop ups keept on coming to haunt your interneting experience, and that someone has been trying to "hack" you for whatever purposes, while you forgot the fact that you did browse those adult sites content last night. Even worse, your kids did that and you tell people (out of stupidity and ignorance) that it's impossible because they're such an angel.
- You raise a kid and tell them that it's not good hanging out with the Smith's kids because they're uneducated, and that they like to play ruff, or so you even come up with the idea that their kid has been vandalizing your home, but the fact is you just hate their parents for doing so much well than you are (and you're afraid to admit that.)
- You're a man and you act very sensitive towards others, you said to your friends, you got hurt because you have done so much good things to a particular friend, and that the person didn't like you. (While in fact you are just jealous of his/ her success)
- You're a woman and you said all bad things about your slutty friends, that she act bitchy and kept on changing boyfriends (while in fact you are jealous because you wish you are her but you are not.)
- You're a man, you've always act so tough, you're the best from the rest. But you go home and you're listening to backstreet boys tune with your favorite teddy bear.
- You tell people that you can't do your job because it is very hard, but you always refuse to learn it anyway.
- You tell people that you're afraid of computers.
- You tell people that size does matters, that you can please a woman much more than anybody else's on your surroundings, yet you don't even know that your gardener is bangin' your wife.
- You drive a big ass Hummer or any other kind of prehistoric SUV with so much room to spare, wasting nature resources, blinding people with your headlights. You even put your cheap stereo system full blast, hurting everyone's ears (because really, you can't tell the different between bass and treble anyway.) But you don't even have wife and kids.
- You tell your rich friends yes, he/she got a nice music taste and that you like it very very much, but you told your poor friends that their music sucks, while both of your friends are listening to the same tune!
- You classified your friends as the poor, the medium, and the "mmh tasty."
- You're a man and you classified girls as the fat ones, the regular, and the goddess.
- You're a woman and you classified boys as the hyundai, the hondas, and the Lexus.
There ya go peepz, that's the new standardization on "uneducated" please be advised that these notes do not reflect on you, unless you felt that way...
Peace!!
|| 12:44 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
Need an upgrade ?
I have worked in special ed. field for quite a while now, I mean I practically have seen everything, inside and outside about special ed. And one thing I could say, the so called "retarded" people are not so retarded after all once you really get to know them.
They feel sexual desires, yes they do, this information may not be much of an important things for us people, "Sure they know sexual desires, so what?" Now you see, it was not that simple. Now here is a story about a girl that likes masturbates so much, she did it in public, in her classroom, in her family's living room. Now, would you be embarrased if you were her parents ? or do you know that there's another reason behind that ?
There's another story of a boy, 12 years old, which is mentally having an inteligence of a 4 years old. Now he will actually masturbate in a classroom himself at any given chance he would get, He would pick the female adult with the biggest breast and starts groping them at random and chasing them around the playground area during recess.
Here's my question now, who's dumb ? They are, or we are ? See, I think we need to look matters a little deeper here, it's not cute anymore, it's not because they don't know. Sometimes we have to think the opposite way and start to admit it, they did it because it feels good (just like we desires the same), and the only reason they did it is because they couldn't stop doing it (we do have higher sense of embarrasment, that we don't do it in public). Good lesson people, don't judge a book by it's cover. Now what would you say to a normal human that one day turns into a psychopath and start killing people ? You guessed it, people can do the most unexpected things when provoked, and that's when we know, we have fail to judge the book, only by the cover.
On another topic, I was noticing my laptop today. The poor thing has lasted for almost two years with numerous harddrive formatting and operating system changes. Of course I don't feel much of a problem with it, infact, it has always been a perfect running machine. But I have noticed that it runs slower and slower, it comes up to a point that my grandma walks faster from room to room while this laptop is still booting. Now here's a catch, you can always upgrade the RAM or the memory of a laptop, and guess what? voila... with double the amount of RAM I bet you can have her running fast again, beat up grandma in her own field.
Now my question for today, what about our brain, our soul ? and our mind ? Do you think after a while they would also need upgrading ? all the stress, the imbalance, the judgement, whatever things that makes us weary. But of course, there's never a way to upgrade our body, it is what we have "as is." The only way you can take care of it ? Take a break, once in a while. Take your time, and relax, have a piece of chocolate, and smell the flowers outside. Because when you lost that control of your body, who would you be next ? The killer psychopath ? You decide....
|| 4:38 PM || Last time I checked my sanity...
